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so this is the first week that i havent seen jay!!! all this week!!! its so crazy..
and i got real upset about it lastnite. but i think i can last tonite. i get to see him alllll weekend as of tomorroe XD ya so this weekend i have to go to a dinner at jays grandparents house. its his moms sisters birthday dinner.. anndddddddddd.. im excited to see jay..
and i came to the conclusion the white sweater jay bought me makes me look prego! its sad. i want him to buy me a new sweater now. lol 
soooo..
im still sick.. and it hurts my chest from coughing.. well my throat too..
but ya.i dont really have anything to say right now. i want lots of money tho! lol
so ya. byebyebyebye

Current Location: retails class

Current Mood: contemplative

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welll.. you kno what that means. middle of the week....

soooo.. i got bronchitus! its gay. its a really bad chest infection for the stupid ppl that dunno what that is... so ya. i hate it when people copy other people. they think they can be something that they arent. haha its funny watchen them to be such try hards..i hate people. amber i lovveee youuu so much<3 your my like.. sister. you mean alot to me =D and u always make me happy and i like how much we talk to eachother about problems. hahaha all u losers. im more special to amber then you are. lol im sure she will even agree to that. lol ANYWAYS.... speaking of love. i love jay. he bought be lunch, a hoodie, a neclace, roses, candy and a movie for valentines day. (we celebrated it on the weekend for all you people that dont know anything.) and now everyweekend hes making everything about me and during the week i make everything about him. its sooo much fun. haha. i cant believe i have someone so amazing. i dunn care what you guys think of him. cuz.. hes better then what youve ever had! wooww. im in such a weird mood. but yah i just got discracted so now i dunno what i was writing about. so ill write more after lunch.

Current Location: library

Current Mood: crazy

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the post before this one wasnt to get people upset. and ive posted something like that one before if u look down on all my posts. and i just mentioned it again cuz theres never any changes. and nobody freaked out about that post.anyways....

hahah for p.e. i went for a walk down to jays then we played video games and waited for my mom to pick us up. then we went down to DQ to have a blizzard. it made me real collllddd *shivverrrssss* then we went to drop jay off work and then i came back to the school. intresting eh? Chantal, i hope ur ok. u did look rather upset after the assembly.. well if anything more is bothering you please talk to mee.. i like helping with peoples problems. 

omgomgomgomg! tomorrow is sortof the middle of the week. we get friday off and im goin to chill with katyyyyy =D its going to be lots and lots of fun. we dunno what the hell were gonna do. so its also gonna be adventerous! were gonna be in armstrong chilling becuz if we went to my house.. well there wouldnt be anything to do concidering i live in the middle of butt fucking you gotta purdy mouth. lol omg im quite... hyper. and i duno why. jess we need to make plans one day cuz u said u wanted to hang out after school one day. well if u still up for it... i really havent had a social life becuz i choosed not to lol. but i wanna have sum fun! ohhhhh today im going to vernon cuz i didnt get to go yesterday! soup, ill also look for a nose ring* for you.... =D anyways..... anything new with you guys yet? common i wanna fucken reply to someones POST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Current Location: library!!! socials class uhh duhhhh

Current Mood: bouncy

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gay! i shouldnt of even come to school this morning. next block also isnt even worth it
jay spent the night last nite and im going to his house tonite =D im all so very stoked. muahahha
i have discovered one of my pet peeves... when people think that only their life should be talked about,
and all they talk about is how good their life is and blah blah blah BLAH! its good to kno that theyre happy with
their goddamn life but i hate hearing about it everyday.. like if you had a problem with you life then id like to hear it and help out.. but if your life is goin real well then mention it once... not fiftythousand times. its all about you but fuck keep it just to you or to someone who is obsessed with you. im very fustrated right now. everyone that i hang out with gets talked about and.. well if ur gonna talk about someone behind their back.. THEN dont be their goddamn friend. everyone hates getting used. and someone always gets hurt and its so fucking retarted.. its time for everyone just to grow the fuck up.. and yes im being honest.. and if ur gonna get all mad at me for it then so be it. obviously ur too stuck up to handle the goddamn truth. i dont care if u hate me or not for this. im just saying whats on my mind. and what fucking bothers me to shit. i only have like two honest friends and i love em. theyre pretty awesome. and i appreciate them alot becuz they understand me. but whatever im not gonna go on and on and on. and all im gonna get from this stupid entry is rude things. but whatever.. 
wow.. im fuckin over tired or sutmhing... 
uh oh...

Current Location: skool

Current Mood: high

soooooo.. my weekend wasn't that bad..
friday was 7 months, and jay had this dream the night before and he told me about it..
this was his dream: 

Jay and I were having a nice dinner when his ex girlfriend calls his cellphone.. 
she says to him that she misses him,she wants him back and he is the one for him and 
she cant live anylonger without him.. he said no way i have a wife and a kid now i dont want you 
back so bye!


well this fucking pissed me off so u can imagine how our 7 months went.. well i was grouchy..
he had dream about his ex calling him.. should i be worried? or is it just a dream? have you guys ever
experienced a dream about your ex and u felt nothing about the dream? please tell mee! im freaked. anyways

so i was pretty upset and tryed to act like nothing was wrong though jay knew what was bugging me..
then cindy texts me and she was like "for the info im talking to angel" well you see.... in the summer cindy realllyyy hated angel and i really dont kno why tho i think it was cuz angel dated charles be4... so cindy told me a bunch of stuff about angel and it made me hate her. and then wen i first started talking to charles, he told me lots of shit about her as well.. so i just DONT LIKE ANGEL AT ALL!!! and i wouldnt wanna be her friend.. anyways. so im at school a few days ago and then all of a sudden isee cindy talking to angel. i was really shocked. later jay called me and i told him just becuz i was in shock. then jay told charles cuz he was shocked about it cuz as far as we knew cindy hated angel and charles doesnt think he can stand angel.. Anyways, so cindy texted me friday and said "for the info im talking to angel" like in a snobby way and i replied back with "sweet sweet. thats good. better to talk to her then have her as an enemy i think." and she replied back with " you sure about that? you still hate her"and i replied back with "lol she annoys me... but its not like i get along with everyone" then that was it. im not gonna all of a sudden get along with angel. and i dont care if cindy is friends with her or not i was just shocked!!! and this morning she was trying to ignore me but i was being all happy and said hello to her.. she hesitated to say hi back but whatever...

so i was no longer upset about jays dream, i was upset on how cindy treats melike a rag fucking doll at times.. she thinks shes the queen but whatever.... so that was half of my weekend...

on saturnite i got hammered with jay and we watched date movie. it was funny shit then we munched out on a HUE ASS MO FACKING TOBLERONE BAR!! omg it was so yummy. i want more right now!!! gah! then ya. i duno there wasnt much more to tell you guys about.. hahaha...

so today im goin to vernon afterschool!!!!! woooootttt.. hehehehehehehehehhehehehehehehehhe.
uhmm well i think im done here so leave me comments about that dream thinger ok? thankz

love you all <3

Current Location: fukkin school

Current Mood: determined

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Soooo then.. Im in retails.... Nothing much happens in this class,
and this dang space bar is sticky. its starting to make me mad..
heeweeheheheh its seven months today =D and im gonna go and look for
some sort of job. lol lol i was reading in the paper that i could pick cucumbers full time
for 12.50 an hour. lmao. that... i would never do... lol
so amber is totally obsessed with this kory dude.and he does not look his AGE!!!
like seriously. i think hes 17 at LEASTTTT!!!! god dang girly i had an orgy wen i saw gummybear. lol werd. omg his face isnt getting outta my head. lol ima take a random picture of him one day... no i wont.. cuz jay would get mad. ah heck i dont care lol.. ANYWAYS
and jessica.. ohh jesssica *vagina starts to tingle* LMAO just playen.. uhmmm.....
ya u seem pretty upset that MICHAEL has left town..well dont worry about it im sure he will
come back and visit you all the time if you ask him... you do have him wrapped around your lil 
finger... and hes not that bad looking. lol just thought i should tell you that.. cuz ya. id be lieing if i said
he was ugly... well... if you need anything you can come to me =D i like being here for friends.
speaking of friends. i wanna start being there more often for u guys... well amber thankyou for calling me
when you have problems. i love hearing it all lol.. 
sooo.. i have p.e. next and its gonnna hurt. im sore from yesterday cuz katy and i did sit ups for like 40 minutes of the goddammnnn classs.. and today i think were doing richard simmons video... intresting. lol well im done here... leave me commmentttssss!!!!!


LOVEYOU ALL

Current Location: school

Current Mood: cheerful